Good of you to respond Goalhanger. ( I think I may have played against you in a few Park games where there is no referee! ) You seem to indicate that you were less physically affected by HT [I’m on Eligard] than myself; and good luck to you for that. I avoided mentioning anything about my mental state because it’s early doors and I just don’t know where I’m at in that regard. As reassuring as a best ever PSA of 0.06 is, there is a backdrop of mental anguish caused by what I perceived to be my muscles turning to mush. I’m now an ex-mesomorphic athlete progressively shedding good quality and tastefully apportioned body-hair; and who doesn’t even walk with the same previous co-ordination, due to muscle wastage, which I had life-long taken for granted. Basically at this stage where statistically I have a 30% 5yr survival potential I am kind of optimising my chances, but without any optimism if you get my drift; and this a projection I make, not begrudgingly, on behalf of my 5yr old German Shepherd rescue dog. If I said that currently life doesn’t seem very much worthwhile living it is more an appreciation of fact than an attitude.
’To treat or not to treat? That was the question. Whether ‘twas dumber in the mind to suffer the HT and IMRT etc etc … thereby taking arms against the BigC; Or by not opposing, end it? The fascinating hypothetical that all advanced PC sufferers are obliged to consider.
There you are you see, I said I was a bundle of fun, didn’t I?
Cheers, stay as well as you can be....
Julian
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