Have been trying to contact the ward my grandad is on all day today with no luck, my grandad has trouble answering his phone sometimes due to his limited vision.
Had a call saying he may be discharged today but then one hours later being told he will not be discharged as he needs another transfusion.
Hours later I managed to get hold of my grandad and he did sound like he had given up, he said the priest had been round to given him his last rights which was VERY alarming due to the fact we had not been contacted by the hospital.
I managed to get hold of the head nurse of the ward and she said that it was definitely not the case, I begged her to go and let my grandad know as he must be delusional and he sounded like he had given up because what ever he imagined he believed was real! Poor man, not sure if it is because they have him on different pain meds or what but he definitely got confused... Not being able to go into the hospital is making this all ten times more difficult, the poor man really thought he was going to pass away tonight and his family had not been told.
PSA currently 1400 as it seems his first dose of the 3 monthly prostap is not working (diagnosed at 570 and degarelix bought it down to 0.7 after first injection)
This whole journey is a rollercoaster! I send love and best wishes to everyone going through the same