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Posted 16 Aug 2018 at 17:09

I've now officially started treatment, so I'll use this thread to record my journey from here on in. 

To summarise, I'm T2C N0 M0 with a template biopsy showing about 60% of cores cancerous, with all but two of those being Gleason 3+3, the other two 3+4. Scans show no bone mets and no indication of lymph node involvement, even though my PSA is 32 (or was in May when it was tested). 

The urologist and the MDT recommended against surgery. I've had a long meeting with the oncologist today, and I'm now officially on the HT+RT route. A daily 150mg bicalutamide tablet, and a weekly 20mg tamoxifen tablet to (hopefully!) suppress breast development. Blood test after four weeks to check liver function; if normal the plan is to stay on bicalutamide for two years, if liver function is impaired I'll switch to injections. 

The plan is to have RT after 6 months of HT (ie in Feb next year). I asked why not 3 months, and he replied that because my prostate appears to be producing a lot of PSA he wants to give the HT the maximum chance to suppress the cancer cells prior to RT. 

I'll be having my RT at the Clatterbridge Cancer Centre near Liverpool, which is the regional oncology centre. I'm told it's a "state of the art" cancer centre, so I feel I'm in good hands.

So, there we are - finally started treatment three and a half months after my initial PSA tests, which feels like an eternity. I asked my oncologist if he thought there was any significant possibility that my cancer was anything other than localised and he said "no", which is reassuring. 

I've bought a pill box with compartments for each day of the week, and I'll be taking my first bicalutamide tablet in the morning. Fingers crossed it goes reasonably smoothly!

Chris

 

Edited by member 16 Aug 2018 at 18:45  | Reason: Not specified

User
Posted 18 Aug 2019 at 10:54
Yesterday was the anniversary of starting my HT. A year on 150mg/day bicalutimide and I'm feeling pretty good. No significant side-effects other than weight gain (which I'm tackling!). Fortunately I seem to have avoided hot flushes, and other common side-effects. I did feel very "woolly-headed" for a few months after starting to take it, but that wore off, fortunately.

I'm due to be on it for another year, although my oncologist said that he may reduce the length of the treatment to 18 months in total (ie another 6 months from now) - he's going to make that decision when he sees what my PSA level is in November, which will be 8 months after finishing RT.

Everything seems to be going very well at the moment. I'm enjoying retirement and life feels good. What a contrast to the way I felt when I was diagnosed; things couldn't have felt any bleaker then. If anyone else is going through a rough time mentally after being told that they have cancer, my advice would be that difficult as it may be to believe, you will come out of the other side of it one day.

Cheers,

Chris

User
Posted 16 Aug 2018 at 17:09

I've now officially started treatment, so I'll use this thread to record my journey from here on in. 

To summarise, I'm T2C N0 M0 with a template biopsy showing about 60% of cores cancerous, with all but two of those being Gleason 3+3, the other two 3+4. Scans show no bone mets and no indication of lymph node involvement, even though my PSA is 32 (or was in May when it was tested). 

The urologist and the MDT recommended against surgery. I've had a long meeting with the oncologist today, and I'm now officially on the HT+RT route. A daily 150mg bicalutamide tablet, and a weekly 20mg tamoxifen tablet to (hopefully!) suppress breast development. Blood test after four weeks to check liver function; if normal the plan is to stay on bicalutamide for two years, if liver function is impaired I'll switch to injections. 

The plan is to have RT after 6 months of HT (ie in Feb next year). I asked why not 3 months, and he replied that because my prostate appears to be producing a lot of PSA he wants to give the HT the maximum chance to suppress the cancer cells prior to RT. 

I'll be having my RT at the Clatterbridge Cancer Centre near Liverpool, which is the regional oncology centre. I'm told it's a "state of the art" cancer centre, so I feel I'm in good hands.

So, there we are - finally started treatment three and a half months after my initial PSA tests, which feels like an eternity. I asked my oncologist if he thought there was any significant possibility that my cancer was anything other than localised and he said "no", which is reassuring. 

I've bought a pill box with compartments for each day of the week, and I'll be taking my first bicalutamide tablet in the morning. Fingers crossed it goes reasonably smoothly!

Chris

 

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User
Posted 03 Sep 2018 at 13:03
Thanks, all. The pain is a lot more manageable today, and the plan is now to discharge me tomorrow. I'm deliberately spending today on the painkilling tablets I'll be sent home with rather than the much more effective IVs, and so far it's bearable. Not great, but bearable, and I am keen to get home.

Recovery will be a long road, though. Because of the large incision through my abdominal muscles they had to make to get my kidney out through, I can't lift anything that weighs more than about a kg, and when I get out of bed or a chair I have to use my arms rather than my tummy muscles to do so. Doing otherwise is quite agonisingly painful!

Still, I'm on the road back to recovery now, and no more kidney tumour!

Chris

User
Posted 04 Feb 2019 at 16:17
Had my RT planning session today. It all went fine, although (as expected) the thing with the enema wasn't that much fun! I'm now the proud possessor of three tattoos - a cross on each hip and another above my pubic bone, to align the RT machine.

My actual RT starts next Monday. I'll be having 32 fractions, and my appointments are at 1145, which is a convenient time for beating the traffic, so that's all good.

I'll be seeing my consultant once a week during the RT. Had another PSA test today to act as a baseline for the RT.

So all as good as one might reasonably expect.

Chris

User
Posted 09 Nov 2018 at 20:36

Originally Posted by: Online Community Member
You're very kind, Chris, but I'm the last person in the world you'd call "courageous"! There are people on this site who are far, far worse off than me, and I'd much rather not be having to deal with any of this stuff. The only good news in any of this is that, thus far, the treatment's been pretty successful, and I take the view that you've just got to try to handle things one step at a time. I'm not looking forward to my RT next Feb at all, but again it needs doing so I'll deal with that when it happens. At least I've got a couple of nice trips arranged for between now and the RT.

Cheers,

Chris

update from me Chris, had my review today at the 8 week post RT point. This is pretty standard, Oncologists all say you need this period for things to settle down. To the point, after weeks of agonising waiting my PSA At review was 0.5. This is very good I’m told and means the RT was a success. I asked the oncologist if I could stop HT after 18 months, she reinforced 3 years was recommended for people like me in the Gleason 9 club, but she fully supported my QoL reasons to stop at 18 months. I’ll be on 4 monthly PSA tests for the next year, then as I’m stopping HT early, 4 monthly for another year. All I all the best outcome I could have had. So don’t dread your RT mate, it’s vital and does the job. I’m always around if you want to chat about the whole RT thing

alan 

User
Posted 10 Apr 2019 at 17:46
It certainly is. I had a period of a couple of weeks where I wasn’t able to go any longer than 45m between peeing, and that results in major sleep deprivation. I’m very happy that it’s over!

User
Posted 30 Oct 2019 at 16:31
Excellent news - my PSA is now 2.0. That’s better than I’d dared hope for, given that my oncologist said he’d regard my RT as a success if my PSA was below 2 at nadir, and that’s probably still a year away. I really couldn’t be happier. All the indications are that my RT was successful, and that’s a huge weight off my mind.

Cheers,

Chris

User
Posted 17 Aug 2018 at 06:53
I coped with Bical and weekly Tamox with no issues and no breast soreness or growrlth for approx 11 months. It reduced my psa from 43 to eventually 0,33 over that period. I’ll never know if I did the right thing but I’ve constantly rejected RT post surgery as they said I must have micromets and it wouldn’t cure me. However they are now saying that if 2 PET scans show nothing in my body then it must be in the bed !?!?!? However the scans showed nothing there either. I did have slight positive margins on my bladder , but not enough to now be giving me a psa of approx 50 again. Decision time next JAN maybe so I’ll get on with living. I feel you may have done the right thing. I never lost any libido at all but not sure about ED as it took ages to recover from surgery. Good luck mate

If life gives you lemons , then make lemonade

User
Posted 21 Aug 2018 at 19:02
I've just got home from seeing my kidney surgeon. He wants to do a robot-assisted partial nephrectomy (ie partial removal of a kidney) to remove my kidney tumour early in September, so fingers crossed it'll be done the week after next. That should be a complete fix for my kidney cancer, but they'll only know for sure once they look at the surgical margins after the operation of course.

This is the final thing wrong with me, so I feel as though I'm well down the road to complete recovery now!

Chris

User
Posted 31 Aug 2018 at 15:48
All the best for tomorrow and the outcome Chris

Cheers Bill

User
Posted 02 Sep 2018 at 07:29
Well, here I am in hospital. Unfortunately they had to remove my entire kidney (which I always knew was a possibility) - the surgeon's coming to see me later today to explain why. Had a reasonable night once they got the pain under control, which took a while. We'll see how it goes recovery-wise. Feeling a lot better this morning than I did last night.

Chris

User
Posted 12 Sep 2018 at 17:30
Sorry to hear that, Chris. I’m in no pain now (that disappeared when the surgical staples came out); it’s literally just that the main incision is sitting about an inch below the level of the surrounding skin (or fat, to be more accurate!) because it’s pulling everything inwards. As you rightly say, it’s early days yet - only 11 days since major surgery, and the surgeon told me beforehand that it would probably take 6-8 weeks to recover from it.

Chris

User
Posted 31 Jan 2019 at 07:46
I have my RT planning session on Monday, with treatment starting a week later (11th Feb). I’m told that I’ll be having 30 fractions, so 6 weeks in all. I have to admit that I’m a little stressed about the RT; not so much the treatment, but more the potential for long-term side-effects and bowel/bladder issues.

I know the important thing is to get the PCa sorted, and this will hopefully be the final stage in what’s been a pretty horrendous year for me, but I love to travel, and long-term side-effects that kept me “house-bound” would be hard to take. As described in another thread, I had hoped to get SpaceOAR rectal spacer inserted to reduce the risk of bowel damage, but although my medical insurers approved it, the clock ran out in terms of finding somewhere to have it done, and I didn’t want to delay my RT.

Oh well, just have to hope that I’m not one of the people who end up with major side-effects. I’m not bothered in the slightest about ED-related stuff (that’s just not an important part of my life), but I do have a horror of incontinence.

Chris

User
Posted 10 Feb 2019 at 08:48
RT starts tomorrow. 32 fractions at 11:45 every day at Clatterbridge. I must admit that I'm a little stressed about the possible side-effects, but I know that I need to just get through it and accept whatever comes my way. Clatterbridge is a specialist cancer centre, and I know I'm in good hands. All the same, knowing all that doesn't take away the nervousness!

Oh well...

Chris

User
Posted 05 Mar 2019 at 13:27

I've reached the half way point in my RT! 16 fractions completed, 16 more to go. To quote Churchill, "This is not the end. It is not even the beginning of the end. But it is, perhaps, the end of the beginning." https://community.prostatecanceruk.org/Scripts/tinymce/plugins/emoticons/img/smiley-smile.gif. I feel like this is an important milestone.

Cheers,

Chris

Edited by member 05 Mar 2019 at 13:56  | Reason: Not specified

User
Posted 31 Mar 2019 at 08:55
Thanks, DR. Everything's fine again now I'm taking the Tamsulosin again. Had a much better night last night.

Cheers,

Chris

User
Posted 19 Apr 2019 at 07:50
Hi Chris

I've been following your thread with interest.

I've got 2/20 RT sessions left next week but for the last week I've suffered from proctitis probably due to the beam hitting my bowel as well as my prostate. My Onco says its a common problem when radiating patients with enlarged prostates, he has given me fybogel which helps bind my poos, downside is fybogel itself causes flatulence and bloating so each time I feel the need to do something I have to visit the khasi, better to be safe than sorry!

Consequently not straying too far from home and had a couple of close calls on the M55 on my way to RT.

Onco reckons 3/4 weeks after treatment the proctitis should settle down but he also said don't expect your bowel to be as good as it was before and to be prepared for different bowel habits in the future (whatever that means - 3 visits a day instead of 1?).

John

User
Posted 20 Apr 2019 at 15:17
Happily, the proctitis has disappeared again, so everything's fine once again.

I'm going to stop taking Tamsulosin tomorrow to see if I'm able to manage without it. Next week marks a month since the end of my RT, so I'm hoping that the radiation-induced inflammation of the prostate which necessitated the use of Tamsulosin will have subsided. Obviously I'll start taking it again if I do experience problems.

Chris

User
Posted 22 Apr 2019 at 12:48
Anyone diagnosed with cancer is entitled to a “Medical Exemption” NHS card giving free prescriptions. I hope you have one, DR! If not, get a form from any chemist and get it signed by your GP.

User
Posted 22 Apr 2019 at 19:17

You may need to beat your surgery reception with a large nailed stick to get one. Mine played absolutely dumb on the subject as they did not want to pay out so I had to get the oncology nurses at the hospital to sort one out for me.

Unsurprisingly enough my surgery has a 1* rating on the NHS rankings.

User
Posted 02 Aug 2019 at 08:54

Originally Posted by: Online Community Member
Nice one Chris. I was retired at 46 and have worked solid from 49. I’m now 52. God being retired is Soooo boring. Depends on your personality. To be fair if we didn’t have a 9 yr old we would prob have a camper van and be holidaying 24/7 , but we are a bit tied. That’s why I want to work and get enormous joy from my present job.
Happy retirement mate

Thanks, Chris. No danger of being bored. I’m going to go back into full-time study and do a Master’s degree, which is something I’ve had planned for years, so I’ll be very busy indeed!

All the best,

Chris

 

User
Posted 02 Aug 2019 at 08:58
My pension lump sum showed up in my bank account this morning, so that relieves my “what if they don’t pay me?” anxiety. I’m all set now!

Chris

User
Posted 27 Sep 2019 at 17:15
I've certainly been relatively untroubled by side-effects, Chris. Even this latest issue is not that big a deal.

Best wishes,

Chris

User
Posted 31 Oct 2019 at 08:53
Nice one. The future is looking brighter for you now.

Ray

User
Posted 14 Nov 2019 at 23:35

I remember our first chat on the phone Chris, i'm overjoyed to hear your news my friend, long may it continue

Alan 

User
Posted 15 Nov 2019 at 08:36
Thanks, everyone, and thank you in particular, Alan, for the support you gave me when I was going through some pretty tough times mentally after my diagnosis. It's been a long and occasionally difficult journey, but I'm very much feeling now as if the end is in sight.

Chris

User
Posted 16 Feb 2020 at 11:20

Good post Chris. We, of course, were treated at the same centre albeit under different consultants. My cancer has reared its ugly head again but here's the thing, the PSA level is less than half what it was on diagnosis and there is treatment available which I start tomorrow (already on the bicalutamide).

I have just watched a YouTube clip from Dr Scholz of the US PCRI on survival rates in the USA - 99% at 5 years, 98% at 10 years and even 94% at 15 years. These figures come with the health warning that they are based on early diagnosis which is more common in the USA because screening is much more common (as it should be here by the way).

Dr Scholz also makes the point that by definition these survival figures are based on people diagnosed 10 and 15 years ago - treatment has moved on since then.

But you make an excellent point about re-appraising your life and priorities. 

User
Posted 20 Mar 2020 at 17:54
Fingers crossed for you Chris, you deserve some better luck

🤞

Cheers

Bill

User
Posted 20 Mar 2020 at 19:38
Best wishes mate

If life gives you lemons , then make lemonade

User
Posted 20 Mar 2020 at 20:51
I will be keeping everything crossed for you as well x
"Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards." Soren Kierkegaard

User
Posted 21 Mar 2020 at 07:07
Fingers crossed for you hope for positive results. xx
User
Posted 21 Mar 2020 at 09:58

Hope you get good news Chris.

Ido4

User
Posted 21 Mar 2020 at 12:04

Hope all goes well Chris.

User
Posted 21 Mar 2020 at 12:41

All the best Chris from a fellow Clatterbridger!

User
Posted 02 Apr 2020 at 23:47

Great news Chris, so pleased for you.

Good luck with your next PSA result.

Ange

User
Posted 03 Apr 2020 at 01:52
Fantastic x
"Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards." Soren Kierkegaard

User
Posted 09 Apr 2020 at 21:37

Congratulations Chris really good news!
cheers me up on my birthday

Alan

User
Posted 09 Apr 2020 at 21:45
Lovely news - happy Easter!
"Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards." Soren Kierkegaard

User
Posted 09 Apr 2020 at 21:54

Really good news.

Ido4

User
Posted 12 May 2020 at 21:30
Boom! Sorted!
User
Posted 16 Oct 2020 at 23:41

Good luck Chris.

I don't seem to get PSA anxiety, except in between having the blood taken and getting the result. The lab turns it around in a few hours, and if my GP requests it, I get it the same day or next day from their online system. If the hospital requests it (same lab), my GP can't see it and I have to email the CNS for the result. I may get more PSA anxiety when I come off hormone therapy - that's the next real indication if the RT treatment worked or not.

I have on occasion doctored the hospital blood test form to add my GP onto it, and then I see it on their online system.

Well done on the weight loss too.

User
Posted 17 Oct 2020 at 10:45

PSA test anxiety never goes away for me.
Here’s hoping for a good result.

 

Ido4

User
Posted 17 Oct 2020 at 20:08
Good luck
User
Posted 18 Oct 2020 at 19:30
Chris 15 years on PSA anxiety still kicks in. I'm trying to make excuses for not booking next one for end of month.

Good luck on next result.

Ray

User
Posted 21 Oct 2020 at 18:12
Pretty good result to me.
User
Posted 21 Oct 2020 at 19:30
Good news Chris

If life gives you lemons , then make lemonade

User
Posted 21 Oct 2020 at 20:03
Good result, CC 👍
"Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards." Soren Kierkegaard

User
Posted 22 Oct 2020 at 19:49

Great result!

User
Posted 04 Nov 2020 at 12:02

Great news Chris. Hope you can enjoy the festive season as much as possible given Covid. 🍻

User
Posted 04 Nov 2020 at 12:06
Love it. Xmas blow-out mate

If life gives you lemons , then make lemonade

User
Posted 04 Nov 2020 at 14:25

Great news Chris. 👍

User
Posted 06 Feb 2021 at 21:40

Hope everything goes well. Defo correct about the anxiety as it keeps one frosty that’s for sure 👀

User
Posted 06 Feb 2021 at 21:56
Best wishes Chris. God bless the NHS heh in these trying times. Best of luck on your results 🤞

If life gives you lemons , then make lemonade

User
Posted 07 Feb 2021 at 13:21

Originally Posted by: Online Community Member
Best wishes Chris. God bless the NHS heh in these trying times. Best of luck on your results 🤞

Thanks, Chris. Yes, my consultant said he was requesting my scan (which was actually due in mid March) early because of potential delays, but it actually came through quickly, so I'm ending up having it a month early. 

Best wishes,

Chris

 

User
Posted 08 Feb 2021 at 10:41

I hope all is clear in the scan Chris. The “has it come back” worry never goes unfortunately. Take care,

Ido4

User
Posted 08 Feb 2021 at 10:49

Good luck Chris , hope all goes well 👍

Phil

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Posted 17 Aug 2018 at 04:01
Fingers, toes and eyes crossed for you too Chris.

I hope all goes according to plan.

State of the art sounds like a good place to be getting treatment.

Good luck and best wishes on your journey

****

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User
Posted 17 Aug 2018 at 06:53
I coped with Bical and weekly Tamox with no issues and no breast soreness or growrlth for approx 11 months. It reduced my psa from 43 to eventually 0,33 over that period. I’ll never know if I did the right thing but I’ve constantly rejected RT post surgery as they said I must have micromets and it wouldn’t cure me. However they are now saying that if 2 PET scans show nothing in my body then it must be in the bed !?!?!? However the scans showed nothing there either. I did have slight positive margins on my bladder , but not enough to now be giving me a psa of approx 50 again. Decision time next JAN maybe so I’ll get on with living. I feel you may have done the right thing. I never lost any libido at all but not sure about ED as it took ages to recover from surgery. Good luck mate

If life gives you lemons , then make lemonade

User
Posted 17 Aug 2018 at 07:01

I hope all goes well Chris.

Longer on ADT prior to radiotherapy is a good thing.

 

Ido4

User
Posted 17 Aug 2018 at 07:59

the staff and team at your hospital are fantastic and it sounds as if your plan is similar to the one my oh started on 8 years ago. There have been changes to meds along the way but still going strong so hope all goes well for you and that you have good family support too.

User
Posted 17 Aug 2018 at 08:35
Best of luck Chris your at about same stage as me I started bical tabs three days ago for three weeks next week having implant from GP then have to wait three months for brachytherapy & RT so our journey is very similar I'm under Christies in Manchester looks fantastic place and great reviews.
User
Posted 17 Aug 2018 at 09:02
Thanks for the good wishes, everyone - they're very much appreciated. I feel comfortable that I've made the right treatment choice, and I'm very happy to actually be on what will hopefully be a curative pathway now. I took my first bical tablet at 8 o'clock this morning, and I'm going to take the tamoxifen every Saturday to make it easy to remember.

How long does it typically take for side-effects to start showing up with bical? Presumably it takes a fair time for testosterone levels to fall after one starts taking it, so I guess I shouldn't expect anything for maybe a few weeks?

Chris

User
Posted 17 Aug 2018 at 12:52
Chris , with Bical symptoms aren’t so bad. It only slightly reduces testosterone rather than remove it like the injections do !! It’s key purpose is to DISGUISE the testosterone from the cancer so that the cancer can’t use it. Very effective but I don’t know for how long !! Sometimes it is added to castrate level injections to confuse the cancer even more. So you are still producing T and the symptoms aren’t so bad. Take care and good luck

If life gives you lemons , then make lemonade

User
Posted 17 Aug 2018 at 13:39
Thanks, Chris - that's very useful information!

Chris

User
Posted 18 Aug 2018 at 12:17
I've always been a keen walker, but I've done almost no exercise in the last month due to having first a template biopsy followed a week later by an operation to fix a large aneurysm in my splenic artery. I know it's important to keep fit during HT, though, so I'm going to get back to a regular exercise regime. Just come in from a brisk mile and a half walk which has left me covered in sweat (which is crazy - a month ago I could walk 5 miles and not notice it), but hopefully my fitness will improve again with daily exercise.

The slight fly in the ointment is an operation to remove half my left kidney which I'll be having shortly (my prostate scans revealed an early-stage localised kidney tumour, completely unrelated to the prostate cancer), so that'll probably leave me unable to do much at all for at least a month. I see the kidney surgeon on Tuesday, and hope to have a date for the operation soon after that.

So far, so good with the bical, but it's only been two days.

Chris

User
Posted 20 Aug 2018 at 18:10

I went to see my GP today to tell him what the oncologist had said and prescribed. My GP's been wonderful throughout this entire process - he literally saved my life by giving me a PSA test because that ended up with scans finding a symptomless kidney tumour which would without doubt have killed me in a few years had it not been found early.

Anyway, to return to the story, I was a little concerned about getting my bicalutamide and tamoxifen prescribed through my GP because I'd seen the oncologist privately, but there were no issues at all - he added them to my repeat prescription list without any questions. He's also said that they'll do my 3-monthly PSA tests, and just to call in when I need one.

I've read some real horror stories here about uncooperative GPs, so I count myself very fortunate to have one who's been so incredibly supportive for me.

I think I might be feeling the first effects of the bicalutamide today - I've been feeling "out of it" all day today. Not unwell, just a little "disconnected" from the world, if that makes any sense?

Chris

Edited by member 20 Aug 2018 at 18:12  | Reason: Not specified

User
Posted 20 Aug 2018 at 22:16

Hi Chris

I have similar-ish ratings and treatment options but am a bit ahead of you in the process (T4N0M0, treatment of HT then RT, started HT beginning July).  I did Bicalutamide for a month and half-way through that had the first Prostap injection, now followed by a second 3-month worth injection.

On the feeling of disconnection: for me this is one of the major side-effects of the HT.  Not totally sure if it is the hormone in itself or the anti-androgen (testosterone eradication) effect.  Whatever it is, it does feel weird.   Also,I registered for a clinical trial and the baseline visit threw up a heart issue so that added to the general fun and games.  However, am seeing my GP tomorrow and emotions and other side-effects are things I want to understand better.  Perhaps one just "lives with it", - at the moment talking about it when I am low helps me most.

Based on PSA scores, the HT is working for me: mid-May it was 141, mid July it was 43, last week it was 2.  (Re the test frequency: I like knowing how things are / are not progressing and my cancer nurses will print off a testing slip for me so I can find out).

Not sure if this perspective helps but all the best to you with your treatments  - speaking as a prop forward it's a whole new world for me ;-).  

Good luck

 

User
Posted 20 Aug 2018 at 23:01

Macmillan do some good guides on the emotional impact of being diagnosed with cancer, and of finishing treatment

https://www.macmillan.org.uk/information-and-support/coping/your-emotions/dealing-with-your-emotions/cancer-and-your-feelings.html

 

Edited by member 20 Aug 2018 at 23:02  | Reason: to activate the hyperlink

"Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards." Soren Kierkegaard

User
Posted 21 Aug 2018 at 07:29
Bical did knock me out for a couple of weeks but then my body adapted ok. Mainly fatigue and sore boobs but no growth.

If life gives you lemons , then make lemonade

User
Posted 21 Aug 2018 at 09:03

I felt odd and a bit disconnected after taking bicalutamide. Hard to describe the feeling but I didn’t like it.

I guess it is the bicalutamide blocking our cells ability to use testosterone.

 

Ido4

User
Posted 21 Aug 2018 at 12:01
Yes, it's a weird feeling. Nothing I can't handle, though, and hopefully, as Chris says, my body will adapt to it in a few days.

Chris

User
Posted 21 Aug 2018 at 19:02
I've just got home from seeing my kidney surgeon. He wants to do a robot-assisted partial nephrectomy (ie partial removal of a kidney) to remove my kidney tumour early in September, so fingers crossed it'll be done the week after next. That should be a complete fix for my kidney cancer, but they'll only know for sure once they look at the surgical margins after the operation of course.

This is the final thing wrong with me, so I feel as though I'm well down the road to complete recovery now!

Chris

User
Posted 21 Aug 2018 at 20:18

I am pleased that things are moving ahead with your kidney treatment Chris and I have to say that I am full of admiration for the way that you have been handling all of this.

All the best with your treatments and I'll be rooting for you.

Kind regards 

Kevan 

User
Posted 21 Aug 2018 at 20:29

Cheers, Kevan. I was a complete emotional wreck for a couple of months after I was diagnosed, but my GP put me on an anti-anxiety medication called Sertraline which helped tremendously. Now I've completely come to terms with things and I'm enjoying life again - something I never thought would be possible again only a few weeks ago.

Sounds strange to say that I'm looking forward to major surgery, but I really am, because if this goes as planned it should be a complete cure for the kidney cancer, although I'll be having annual CT scans for the next 5 years to monitor things.

Chris

Edited by member 21 Aug 2018 at 20:55  | Reason: Not specified

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Posted 21 Aug 2018 at 22:56
Glad that you have all the pieces of the plan in place now Chris - you have coped remarkably well, I think.
"Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards." Soren Kierkegaard

 
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