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Posted 01 Jan 2018 at 11:51

Hi all,

 

Been a while since I wrote anything as all was going well, or so I thought.

I had RP 2 years ago followed by RT and 2 years HT. Had a bone scan a few weeks ago and have now been told that even after all what has happened I now have cancer in the shoulder bones and the hip area. Totally devastated as I thought things were going ok. Even though my PSA has continually been below 0.2 undetected my last result came back as detectable at 0.2.

I had the pain in my hip a few months ago but my GP put it down to sciatica, she also diagnosed my shoulder pain as a side effect of the HT, I just feel that the GP totally wasted months that could have went to treatment.  

Feeling really down at the moment which would be the first time throughout this journey, such a blow as there is now no cure to this and only more treatment, which I hope to get soon. but even treatment may not be enough.

Just looking for anyone else who is going through this same nightmare, its the not knowing how long I have left that is really creating a major worry, I thought that I would have at least another 10 years before the HT stopped working not just 2 years. Keep reading survival rates and it does not read well for me as I have been told my PCa was very aggressive 3TB, Gleason 9 and 4+5.

So desperate to talk to someone if only for some kind of reassurance.

  

User
Posted 03 Feb 2018 at 11:03

Best wishes from me

If life gives you lemons , then make lemonade

User
Posted 01 Jan 2018 at 12:51
I’m 60 and was diagnosed back in May 2017 with widespread PCa through my bones but, thankfully not in any organs. I was given a prognosis of 2-3 years if I don’t respond well to treatment and up to 10 years if I do but always with the caveat that new treatments are on the way. I live in constant hope
User
Posted 10 Jan 2018 at 16:34

fingers crossed for you x

"Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards." Soren Kierkegaard

User
Posted 10 Jan 2018 at 20:53

Good luck !!

We can't control the winds - but we can adjust our sails
User
Posted 03 Feb 2018 at 09:52

Good luck for the rest of your treatment ,Gary continued to work as it helped his mental state .But be careful and listen to your body as things can change pretty quickly .
Best wishes
Debby

User
Posted 03 Feb 2018 at 09:57

Good luck from me too.

I hope the rest of the chemo goes as well as the first

We can't control the winds - but we can adjust our sails
User
Posted 03 Feb 2018 at 11:41
Hi Chris.

Best wishes back to You, here's hoping that something can be found soon to help us all.

I've not posted for a while as everything seemed to be going along nicely until the new year when the bone scan came back.

Read your story again and like you I fear that I too may not see 60 but we can only live in hope and try and enjoy what we have at present.

Take care mate.

Cheers.

User
Posted 03 Feb 2018 at 15:24
No worries mate.

Hope all goes well with treatment.

User
Posted 10 Feb 2018 at 13:01
All

First session of chemo completed nearly 2 weeks now and so far no major side effects. Last Sunday I thought I was being stung by a million bees and taste/smell is slightly metallic but bearable.

Met with Onco on Friday who informed me that the dark areas are small in the sacrum area and he is slightly baffled why this is due to my PSA being only 0.2 and testeserone 0.09.

Interestingly when asked about prognosis he stated it's obviously not as good as before. If kept under control then it is years if PCa grows then who knows.

Onwards and upwards

Sandy

Edited by member 10 Feb 2018 at 13:59  | Reason: Not specified

User
Posted 31 Mar 2018 at 11:08
Hi Chris

Just read your last update, good news that it's not spread to the bones.

As you said we do need something to occupy our minds so I've took up golf to pass the time and I'll probably be finishing up work in the next few months. It is heart breaking for your son, my daughter's are in their 30s, as yet i dont have grand kids but all I think about is that I won't be here long enough to see them. Anyway going to do the same as you and take life by the horns and enjoy what is left.

Take care mate.

Sandy

User
Posted 29 Aug 2018 at 12:25

Hi Chris

Nice to hear from you mate, it's good that you are spending quality time with the family.

I have set a date of 18 months, that is when my railway pension would be best to lift. I have spoken to my HR department to get my options so if things do go pear shape then I will finish earlier. Not my first choice as I actually like my job but the better half has told me that I have to retire, she who must be obeyed. Meet with consultant in a couple of weeks so see what he says.

I can, like most guys here, can relate to the dark times as I've had plenty of late. Just trying fill my time as much as possible as it is when I have spare time I get the dark thoughts. I'm even starting to lash out when i am sleeping, no recollection of it in the morning though. But the OH is quick in telling me about it, she is threatening to banish me to the spare room lol.

Funny how life kicks youi in the butt when you least expect it. 

Take care mate.

Sandy

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User
Posted 01 Jan 2018 at 12:51
I’m 60 and was diagnosed back in May 2017 with widespread PCa through my bones but, thankfully not in any organs. I was given a prognosis of 2-3 years if I don’t respond well to treatment and up to 10 years if I do but always with the caveat that new treatments are on the way. I live in constant hope
User
Posted 01 Jan 2018 at 13:56

Sanders, if you were my husband/partner/dad, I would be asking 2 questions
A) what is the testosterone level (and if that isn’t being tested, ask for a test ASAP)
B) were you originally diagnosed with adenocarcinoma or was it another less common type of prostate cancer?

I have some sympathy with your GP - since your PSA was staying below 0.2 there wasn’t really any reason for a GP to suspect cancer progression (although you have to wonder why it was being managed by the GP rather than you going back to the urologist / oncologist?)

The important thing will be to establish whether the HT wasn’t being effective in knocking your testosterone production out OR the cancer has learned to survive without testosterone. The next steps will depend on which of these applies - your testosterone should be at 0.69 or less.

"Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards." Soren Kierkegaard

User
Posted 07 Jan 2018 at 21:49
Hi Lynne

When I met my consultant he did take bloods to check my tetesterone levels, still to find out the result. Didn't know there was different Pcs types just told that mine was aggressive.

I can understand too while the GP didn't pick up the bone cancer as the PSA was constantly below 0.2 but still annoying. Getting bloods done tomorrow again and just waiting for oncologist to set a date to meet me.

Every wee niggle now is being multiplied 10 times, in your experience how fast can the bone cancer spread. Been informed that it can take ages. I know everyone is different. Keep reading survival rates but going to stop that now and just concentrate on the treatment ahead.

User
Posted 07 Jan 2018 at 21:56

There ar3 at least 27 types of prostate cancer, and some of th3 rare ones don’t behave the way we all expect. For example, there are a couple of types that produce no PSA at all, and some kinds don’t respond to hormone treatment. You should ask the oncologist whether you were diagnosed with adenocarcinoma (the common one) and if so, could it be that you have developed a rare type later. We had a member on here whose cancer developed in a really unusual way and his wife had to fight to get him retested but it did turn out that he had some small cell cancer mixed in with the adenocarcinoma.

My father in law died due to undiagnosed mets in his liver and kidneys; because his PSA was only 1.2 the doctors didn’t realise that it was spreading very quickly.

"Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards." Soren Kierkegaard

User
Posted 08 Jan 2018 at 14:18
Thanks again Lynn

Got my PSA tested today again for my next visit to the Beatson next week.

Asked the nurse for my Testosterone result and she told me that it was at 0.09. She really couldn't tell me if this is good or bad. No doubt I'll find out next week.

Sandy

User
Posted 08 Jan 2018 at 18:38

Are you in the UK? If so, 0.09 will presumably be 0.09 nmol/L and castrate level is anything below 0.7nmol/L. Some countries use a different measurement like 50ng/dL.

What your result means is that the cancer is surviving and active without testosterone, rather than the hormone treatment isn't working properly - in other words, you are now hormone refractory. They might suggest adding bicalutimide to get a quick response or they may move you to one of the newer complex hormone treatments that are designed to work on cancer that is hormone refractory.

Don't think you are on your way out yet though - some people have had a number of good years on steroids, enzalutimide, abiraterone, chemo or a combination of these. You could also ask about Zometa to help with your bone strength.

Which hormone have you been on up to this point?

PS  Was it definitely 0.09 and not 0.9? 

Edited by member 08 Jan 2018 at 18:39  | Reason: Not specified

"Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards." Soren Kierkegaard

User
Posted 09 Jan 2018 at 07:27
Hi Lynn

You've got me thinking now, I'm almost sure it was 0.09.

My PSA has been 0.02 undetectable for 2 years and then the last one came back as 0.02 detectable, totally confused.

I live in Scotland. Been told my consultant that there are plemy of choices yet but feeling rather low at present.

Sandy

User
Posted 09 Jan 2018 at 07:31
Just to add Lynn, my pain in my shoulders surfaced last summer when my PSA was undetectable so obviously the HT wasn't working 100% then.

Sandy.

User
Posted 09 Jan 2018 at 08:14

I think you are muddling yourself up. At the top of this thread you said your PSA had come in at 0.2 and now you are saying 0.02.

"Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards." Soren Kierkegaard

User
Posted 09 Jan 2018 at 10:32
Sorry Lyn

It was 0.02 undetectable for 2 years not 0.2. Big difference I know just that my head is all over the place trying to come to terms with it all.

Sorry for the confusion.

Sandy

User
Posted 09 Jan 2018 at 18:30

Okay I think you need to put your PSA out of your mind - it apparently cannot be relied upon as a measure of what is happening in your body.

There is an alternative to the idea that the HT has failed already. What if the bone mets were always there but just weren't picked up before? That would mean that the HT has been doing its job and the mets are being well controlled.

Edited by member 09 Jan 2018 at 18:31  | Reason: Not specified

"Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards." Soren Kierkegaard

User
Posted 09 Jan 2018 at 18:39
Thanks Lynn

Never thought of it that way, bone scan at time of Dx was clear but at T3b I guess there could be a chance that cancer could be present and not picked up.

Thanks again for your help as it gives me more questions to ask the oncology. Plus it has perked me up a bit knowing that the HT could actually be working.

Onwards and upwards.

Cheers

Sandy

User
Posted 10 Jan 2018 at 15:59
Lynn

Just received the latest PSA which is 0.2 detectable the same as December.

Previous 2 years it had been 0.2 undetectable, just waiting for oncologist now.

Forget about the 0.02 as it was my mistake.

Cheers.

User
Posted 10 Jan 2018 at 16:34

fingers crossed for you x

"Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards." Soren Kierkegaard

User
Posted 10 Jan 2018 at 20:53

Good luck !!

We can't control the winds - but we can adjust our sails
User
Posted 20 Jan 2018 at 13:27
Hi

Latest update, saw my oncologist yesterday and now going for 6 sessions of Chemo starting in 2 weeks. 2 dark areas identified in lower rear pelvic area.

Strange thing though as he had told me it is not in the shoulders as the urologist had suggested. He is a wee but baffled in how the dark areas have got there as my PSA has been steady throughout at 0.2 for 2 years.

Some goods news as he was more optimist about the future, felt as though the urologist had me dead and buried within a few months, 3 weeks of hell waiting for the oncologist.

Plenty of treatments for me yet but hoping that the chemo can help delay any further growths for years. He wanted me to start chemo next week but I'm going on holiday and was going to cancel but told not to as it will not make any difference to the cancer. Hope he is right but I'm sure that he is.

Good luck all in your own battles.

Overall very positive meeting so onwards and upwards now.

Cheers.

User
Posted 20 Jan 2018 at 13:44

Thanks for the update sanders

Go and enjoy every minute of that holiday and plan for plenty more !!

We can't control the winds - but we can adjust our sails
User
Posted 20 Jan 2018 at 15:46
Enjoy your holiday Sanders. Hope chemo goes well for you when you start it. Best wishes, Ian.

Ido4

User
Posted 20 Jan 2018 at 18:02
Thanks everyone.

Will enjoy every minute of the holiday. Held off for my holiday insurance and what a shock I got.

I have always declared my Pcs but now it has entered the bones some co.pa iea will no.longer provide insurance whilst others are upping their premium.s by hundreds.

Managed to get insurance but had to pay more than I expected.

Anyway off we go to the sun.

Sandy

 
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