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How to cope with an emotional crisis?

User
Posted 22 Jun 2018 at 21:09

That’s good Chris. I too am on sertraline and it has evened my feelings out somewhat. 

Ian

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User
Posted 24 Jun 2018 at 21:24

It's an interesting thread and I wonder if there is another aspect to the whole "I've got cancer - my life is over" scenario. I'm looking back on my own diagnosis and how I reacted. I felt a strange feeling almost of relief because it had been caught earlyish  (PSA 7.2 - Gleason 7 Stage T2B) but there was something else going on and it's this:-

I expected I would get cancer. My Dad died at 57 of PCa and my brother had been diagnosed 2 years before me. For years I have thought I would get cancer, the family history both for this cancer and one or two others isn't great.

The other aspect was my age. I'm 70 later this year - 3 score years and 10 as the bible has it (or so I'm told - I am not a religious person) and I am now getting to that "count your blessings" stage because I have seen, as we all probably have, many people being taken in their early 50s or even earlier. A former colleague and friend died last October at 53, a member of a walking group I'm in died of breast cancer at a similar age back in 2005.

So I was expecting to get cancer and I'm pretty old. My reaction is tempered by those facts. What this thread brings home to me is how important emotional support is and how it's really important to tailor it to the individual. A guy who gets this disease in his early 50s and with no good reason to expect he would get it is in a much darker place than somebody like me.

Don't get me wrong. I hate having this illness and my fears centre around the later stages of the disease. My father's death in 1971 was agonising.

But everybody is different and perhaps we need, as a society, to recognise this a bit more. Some will take the news better than others. 

User
Posted 09 Sep 2018 at 10:29

The ‘water works’ seem to be constantly running for me & im lucky in that after my first chemotherapy infusion PSA dropped 154 to around 12. i can’t get my head around the fact that when diagnosed i felt well & now I feel , rough & it might even get worse before I’m cured!! The PCUK nurse told me that the major reason most of us get emotional is the steroids. Anyway try to see another consultant as they all differ in bedside manor

 

User
Posted 09 Sep 2018 at 11:10
Redbournite, it's three months since I started this thread, and I've now completely come to terms, emotionally speaking, with my condition and am enjoying life to the full once again. It probably took me a good couple of months to do that, though, and I went through some dark times during that process. Believe or not at the moment, no matter how bad things seem now, you will come out of the other end and accept the way you are now as "the new normal". Of the three things that were wrong with me, two are now sorted out and the third is well in hand, so the future is looking pretty good again.

Cheers,

Chris

User
Posted 09 Sep 2018 at 12:38
That's good news Chris - you have had a lot to contend with, so hope you are indeed now more able to enjoy life,
Barry
User
Posted 09 Sep 2018 at 15:09

Very much so, Barry. Although I'm in a fair amount of post-operative pain at the moment, and probably will be for at least the next month, I find that I'm able to "compartmentalise" it. Just say in my mind, "OK, that's there, so let's just put in away in a corner and ignore it". I went for a very enjoyable walk this morning despite having a level of constant pain that only a few months ago would have had me flat out feeling very sorry for myself. It's amazing what you can come to terms with when the necessity arises!

When you're faced with something you have no control over, you basically have two choices: fall to pieces and mope around feeling sorry for yourself, or accept that this is the way things are, so you may as well just accept it and get on with life. It took me quite a long time to realise that the second option is the only way to return to a normal life (albeit a new "normal"), but that's what I've now done.

Cheers,

Chris

Edited by member 09 Sep 2018 at 15:15  | Reason: Not specified

 
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