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Very worried about referral for high PSA

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Posted 26 May 2018 at 15:59
Feeling a lot better today from the emotional side of things. Today's the first day since my diagnosis that I've been able to think about what's ahead of me calmly without getting all weepy about it, which I guess is a good thing.

I've been reading about robot-assisted kidney removal (which is what I'll probably be having) and it doesn't sound too bad at all. Probably 2-3 days in hospital and another two weeks of "no heavy lifting". Far shorter recovery time than open surgery. Really keen now to get it out of the way! I'm hoping to get some sort of referral in the next week.

I'm due to go on a week's walking holiday next Friday. When I got my diagnosis I immediately thought "There's no way I'll be going on holiday after this news!" but now I'm quite keen to go. A last week of enjoyment before the unpleasant stuff starts. Seeing my urologist again on Thursday so I'll ask him if there's any reason I shouldn't go.

Actually feeling quite cheerful today, which is a real surprise. Hope it lasts - fed up with the drastic mood swings I've been going through for the last few days.

Don't really know why I'm telling anyone this stuff - I'm sure it's not of the slightest interest to anyone! - but I'm finding it quite therapeutic to get it off my chest, so I hope you'll forgive me rambling on.

Chris

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Posted 26 May 2018 at 16:34
Never think we are not interested Chris. You need to get it into your head that all of us are here for you mate. Some have been there and are at the end of their PCa journey, some are just starting like you, some are into the phases of curative therapy like me.
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Posted 26 May 2018 at 16:38
Cheers, Alan. You're right - I do need to keep reminding myself that I'm not alone on this journey.

Chris

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Posted 26 May 2018 at 22:45
That’s great Chris, we are on the same wavelength! Whatever is on your mind, keep posting it here, however you feel or whatever is changing, we want to hear what is happening to you and how are you are coping and getting on with it, in that way we can give you help and support through this forum that’s what it is here for. Never ever for one moment think you are alone. When you feel down get on here and we can chat. If you feel you can’t cope need someone to talk to I can always give you my phone number, i’m early in my journey to beat PCa and I know exactly what you’re going through as I had five scans and my biopsy results, giving me 6 agonising results to wait for. Don’t suffer alone please
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Posted 26 May 2018 at 23:20
Best check with the vascular specialist about the walking holiday - I think that may be more of an issue than the cancer? And check with your travel insurance as well.
"Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards." Soren Kierkegaard

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Posted 27 May 2018 at 07:31
Just a local holiday, Lyn, so no insurance involved. I'm seeing the urologist again on Thursday so I'll ask his advice.

I'm completely in the dark about what will actually happen next. I guess I'll get a letter giving me an appointment with someone? Hope it happens soon - I'm finding it tough living with the knowledge that there are tumours growing inside me. Want to get on with treatment.

Back on the emotional rollercoaster again since last night. This is horrible. I know lots of people live with cancer and I've got to learn to do it myself, but at the moment I'm feeling completely isolated and desperately frightened. I'm hoping I'll feel better when I find out what's going to happen, because I just can't carry on like this.

Alan, I'd like to take you up on your kind offer. I'll send you a message.

Chris

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Posted 27 May 2018 at 08:28

OK Chris, I’ve sent you a PM. I have been through the complete diagnosis and constant waiting for results rollercoaster 5 times. I can relate the journey I have done so far. I am not a professional advisor by any means and there are nurses available on here who helped me twice when I was in a dark place. They are vastly experienced. I would urge you please to call them as well, you won’t regret it, I found them invaluabl. 

Alan

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Posted 27 May 2018 at 09:12

I've spoken to the nurses a couple of times, Alan, and you're right - they are very helpful. Just feeling really down in the dumps at the moment and it would be nice to have a chat to someone who's "been there".

Lyn, I do hope that the urologist doesn't recommend against physical exertion because of the blood vessel abnormality that showed up on the scan. Working up a good sweat is the best way for me to take my mind off cancer at the moment https://community.prostatecanceruk.org/Scripts/tinymce/plugins/emoticons/img/smiley-smile.gif. As I say, I'll ask his advice and (obviously) follow it. I've been trying to improve my fitness and lose weight since the start of the year (lost nearly 3 stone since January) and I've read that being a healthy weight and eating sensibly is an important part of fighting cancer. I don't want to put all that weight back on again by stopping exercising, if at all possible.

Chris

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Posted 27 May 2018 at 19:00
On my GP's advice, I've started taking Diazepam (Valium) which I was prescribed a while ago because I've always suffered from occasional anxiety attacks, and it's really helping control the emotional stuff. I don't particularly like taking it because it makes me feel as though I'm thinking in slow motion, but after taking it for 24h I'm feeling a lot better and more in control of my emotions again. I'll stay on it for a few more days and hopefully by then I'll have come to terms with things and will be able to cope without it.

I've made another appointment with my urologist for Thursday (I'm private, so I can make appointments rather than needing the hospital to do so) because when I saw him last Thursday for the results he opened the conversation with "I've got some very bad news for you", which kind of made me switch off and miss 90% of what he subsequently said. (I'm sure he's an excellent urological surgeon, but his bedside manner needs some work!) This time I'm going prepared with a written list of questions so I can find out properly exactly what the tests showed and what's going to happen next.

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Posted 31 May 2018 at 17:40

Slightly more worried today. Saw the urologist again and he's concerned that the relatively benign TRUS biopsy report of Gleason 3+3 and only 6% positive cores on one side and 12% on the other isn't really consistent with a PSA of 31, so he's recommending a template biopsy to see if more active cancer is lurking unseen. That's really not what I wanted to hear. Wouldn't cancer that was out of reach of the TRUS have shown up on the mpMRI, though?

My case goes to MDT either tomorrow or next Friday, and I've got an appointment with the consultant oncologist (who will tell me the MDT's recommendations) on Monday 11th June.

Trying to stay positive, but it's not easy when every meeting seems to bring yet more bad news.

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Posted 31 May 2018 at 18:08

Hi Chris, 

I was like you in that after each appointment my diagnoses seemed to worsen, one visit I'm going home happy the next the wind gets knocked out of my sails.

I would not be overly worried about the template biopsy as it may also show a Gleeson 3+3 and no further cancer, not sure why your urologist is suggesting the Gleeson isn't consistant with the PSA as people with high PSA readings don't always have cancer and some with low readings do. Not sure whether the mpMRI shows deep enough in to the prostate to give an accurate assessment, that's probably why they still need us to have biopsies, perhaps your urologist is just being over cautious in requesting the template biopsy. Perhaps your oncologist will be better placed to answer some of the questions you have raised as they are far more experienced about cancer, in my opinion, then a urologist.

I know it's hard to stay positive but that is all you can do at the moment try not to dwell on the negative and stay strong.

Wishing all the best 

Ants

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Posted 31 May 2018 at 18:25
Just to clarify, Ants, my urologist hasn't actually sent me for a template biopsy; he just suggested that it's something that the MDT might recommend to try to find the reason why my PSA is significantly higher than one might expect for localised PCa. As you rightly say, he isn't a cancer expert, so I'll wait to hear what the oncologist has to say a week on Monday.

I'm going on holiday tomorrow for a week and I'm going to do my damndest to put all thoughts of cancer out of my mind and just relax and enjoy myself. Not sure I'll succeed in the goal, but I'll try!

One piece of mildly good news today: I mentioned that one of the "incidentals" shown up by the CT scan was an aneurysm (a widening of the blood vessel) in the artery leading to my spleen. I saw the vascular surgeon this morning and he said that this is an extremely common condition which, in the vast majority of cases, is entirely benign. He's going to review the scan images himself, but said it's very unlikely to require any action, and even if it does it's a routine procedure and nothing to worry about.

Chris

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Posted 01 Jun 2018 at 13:16

Have a great holiday Chris. Hope you get plenty of rest and relaxation.

The aneurysm that you mentioned my mother in law had the same thing and has been living with hers for the best part of twenty years your vascular surgeon sounds like a good person.

Have a good time 

Ants

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Posted 01 Jun 2018 at 23:11
Chris, so pleased to hear the aneurysm isn't a serious thing - I was really worried for you!

I am not an oncogist but fairly sure I have read that kidney problems can raise PSA levels and as pointed out already, there are plenty of men with PSA higher than yours and no apparent cancer so I hope your urologist is just worrying unnecessarily. Have a good holiday and deal with the tihs later.

"Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards." Soren Kierkegaard

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Posted 04 Jun 2018 at 22:27

Hi I am pretty in the same position, but I woke up one day and thought I am 51 and Black and those are 2 factors I have thought about, I am having a biopsy soon and i'm scared my family are too, I don't really have any of the signs but with a Biopsy I'm so afraid that I will get bad news! help me please!

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Posted 05 Jun 2018 at 08:45
What was your PSA reading Ricky? It’s tricky unless we know. You should not beat yourself up until you get your biopsy results. It is a cruel fact that black people are more susceptible to,prostate cancer and you are very young to be hit with this. Please post your PSA At diagnosis and the result of your DRE (digital rectal examination) that you must have had from your consultant? Keep on this forum, or it might be better if you started your own new topic. There doesn’t seem to have been many black people on here (or members have preferred not to say) This is a long post and your access to help might get swallowed up.
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Posted 08 Jun 2018 at 14:35
Things are moving on.

My case has been to MDT now, and I had a long (nearly an hour!) meeting with the MDT urologist (privately) last night. He's the one who's going to sort out my kidney tumour, and he gave me a very detailed look at (and explanation of) the pictures from the CT scan. He is very confident that he'll be able to remove just the tumour and leave me with at least half of my kidney, which is far better news than I was expecting, so I'm happy about that!

On Monday evening I'm seeing the oncologist to talk about the prostate cancer. The news is apparently good: Gleason 3+3 with 8% of cancerous cores on one side, and 16% on the other, with the mpMRI showing no sign of cancer spreading to the lymph nodes or bones, so all those factors put me very much in the "low risk" category, but the "elephant in the room" is the PSA of 31, which is inconsistent with the findings. The concern appears to be that there might be more active cancer in the front of the prostate which the TRUS can't sample, so the urologist suggested that they're likely to recommend doing a template biopsy to see if the TRUS missed something more active. He reckons that they're unlikely to simply put me on AS with a PSA as high as mine is.

I mentioned that the CT also showed an aneurysm in the splenic artery (the artery leading to the spleen). Although the vascular consultant said that the vast majority of these are benign, he's asked for a more detailed CT scan of the artery in order to have a closer look. The concern is that the splenic artery runs very close to the left kidney (where they'll operate), and when the clamp off the blood supply to the kidney during the operation that will increase the blood pressure in the splenic artery, so they don't want it to burst when they do that! So I should have that additional CT scan early next week, and a follow-up with the vascular surgeon to hear his opinion on the findings on Thursday.

So things are happening, but probably a few tests and scans still to do before I actually start treatment.

Feeling happier about things now, though. Everything is being investigated, and it all looks "fixable".

Cheers,

Chris

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Posted 08 Jun 2018 at 14:51

Hi Chris,

Hope you had a nice break, glad your feeling more positive about your situation and things are moving in the right direction for you, hopefully you can start your treatment very soon.

Keep us posted and wishing you all the very best

Ants

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Posted 08 Jun 2018 at 15:07

Hi Chris,  glad you’ve got some good news on your journey.  The reason that I had the template biopsy was because TRUS  can easily miss areas of the prostate And my consultant wanted to be sure, I’m so glad he did.  The one thing I knew after my template biopsy was exactly what cancer I had without any doubt.  It was an easy day case procedure for me, in at 8 AM I’m out at 2 PM general anaesthetic no pain after-care was minimal.

 Once you have had that, you will know exactly where you are.

 Good luck keep in touch 

Alan

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Posted 09 Jun 2018 at 07:55
Thanks, Ants and Alan. I very much enjoyed the break, thanks, although I needed to come back a day early for the consultation on Thursday. I didn't entirely succeed in putting cancer out of my mind, but I certainly felt less stressed than I have done since I was diagnosed!

I'm keen to get on with treatment now. Hopefully not too much longer to wait before that happens. I've never been in hospital before as an in-patient, so I'm a little stressed about the kidney operation, but I'm trying to keep positive about it and just think about it as something I need to go through to be able to enjoy the rest of my life. Although I'm a private patient, the operation will be done at an NHS hospital, because that's where the robot is. I'm told, though, that I should only be in hospital for about 2 days.

Chris

 
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