Hi Jenny
I know it is a shock when the big c is mentioned but don't despair.
I like Dave had a high PSA which was 32, Gleason of 9. had surgery last December and returned to full time work at start of March so just getting on with life before I go for RT in June.
I know it is hard but once you get all the facts about the disease then you will be able to handle it a lot better, still worrying though but at least you know what you are fighting.
Don't get me wrong I have had my moments and my wife took it really bad and still asks the question why us. there is still a life to be had even with PCa as Dave has already stated he was diagnosed 9 years ago and still enjoying life with his grandkids.
This web site will give you all the information that you will need and the nurses are superb, they have supported me a few times especially at the beginning.
Stay strong.
Sandy